recent selfie
living in fear of dying every single minute of the day now heavy thoughts occupy my mind I wanna be dumb and blissfully unaware again I wanna fall for the boys like before I am looking for so many world truths cant seem to handle them though.. ..but sometimes I don't wanna know anything or go anywhere at all all I wanna do is create and if im not creating I feel like im dying I hate feeling like this is it normal ? is it this meant to happen like this? who is okay living like this ? I know this isn't anything new who should I ask? I hate not having anywhere I can be social at around me in my area cant find ppl like me im not weird I know there's other ppl like this where the fuck ARE YOU I LOOK FOR YOU CANT SEEM TO REACH YOU I know in reality this is just life this is normal for me and my destiny...
